My love Is With You  / Nancy Richards (wife)
It has been another year since you left.  The pain is as strong now as it was 2 years ago.  Some days I just don't know what to do with out you.  You were always such an important part of me.  The  nights are the hardest.  I am so lonely when I m home.  I miss your smile
you would give me when i walked in.   I would give anything if I could just hold you one more time and tell you how much I loved you.Honey, I miss you so much and love you for always, Nancy Close

A year has passed  / Nancy (wife)
 My love, it has been a year since you left me so abruptly.  It has been the
 longest and the shortest year of my life.  All of your friends send their love and miss you.  Robin was with you yesterday when i went to see you. I know she misses you.  I would give anything to be able to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you.  I know tht you know I loved you so much and I still do the only difference now is that my love will be in my heart forever.   This year has been the hardest year of my life. Everyone says it will get easier but the hurt will never go away.  I miss you and I will love you always. My Love, Nancy Close

My Christmas Wish  / Nancy (wife)
Hi my love, this has been the most difficult Christmas I have ever spetn.
Did our usuall Xmas Eve and Donnies, Went to see the grandkids open their gift xmas morning. Dinner at George's, Went to see Dougie.  Every one thought if they kept me busy it wouldn;t hurt so much. They don't realize that all of these things we have done together for the past 25 years and suddenly your not with me anymore.Shannon asked me what I wanted for xmas last week and I told her she would never be able to get it for me. She insisted on knowing what it was.  My wish if I could have anything in the whole world would be to have you back with me.  I feel so alone without you.   The days and weeks just run together anymore with no meaning for me. It is like i am in limbo and nothing makes any sense. I know you are watching over us in your own special way. You are my Angel now, and you know how much I believed in the power of Angels. I love you honey and need you, you will always be in my heart. Merry Christmas my love. Close

Always on my mind  / Nancy Richards (Wife)
 Oh, my love, I can;t believe it is almost 9 months since you have left me.
It seem as if it were yesterday. My heart hurts as much now as it did then. I know you have seen all of the work I have done on the house, I think you would be proud of me for all that I have accomplished. Between work and everything at home it is the only thing that keeps me from loosing my sanity.  Pud has a new companion, her name is Angel, a black and white kitten, whe is  4 months old, she loves to harras Pud but when we go out and get back home Pud goes lookng for her.  She is company for her when I am working.  They both meet me at the door when I get home from work.  ThanksGiving is just 3 week away and then Christmas, I do not know how I am going to get thru the Holidays with out you, I miss you so much and need you with Me.  I Love you My Love Close

Just needed to write you  / Nancy (wife)

Hi my love, I just needed to write to you.  I know this sounds dumb but it makes me feel a little closer to you. I know that you are watching over me.  I have been on a destruction spree., remodeling the kitchen and next the living room comes under attack.  It has kept me busy. Poor Pud has gotten used to hammers, saws, nail guns going off any time of the night or day. I have taught myself how to lay down a laminate floor, and put up ceramc tile.  Honey I still look for your truck to go thru the parking lot at dinner time and when the back door bangs shut I look to see if it is you.  I just can;t get used to not seeing you every day.  I know i see you with my heart but it still hurts.  I hear from the kids every so often and Bub & Dee were in for dinner the other night before i got done work.  I tried to reach Robin on her birthday but had to leave a message.  Honey I love you so much and miss you so. Pud send her love also.   All my love Nancy

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Your Birthday / Nancy& Pud (wife)
 Honey, today is your 63rd birthday. I never thought i would be giving you flowers like i did today.  My heart is breaking from not having you with me. I would give anything to have you hold my hand and give me your big smile like you did when you looked at me.  The pain is so unbearable, sometimes i just don;t know how i can go on without you.  I love you so much. Every one thinks that i am so strong and that i am doing fine. If they only knew how much i hurt.  Pud misses you so much also. there times when she will not eat her bacon in the morning,we take a ride to your grave and she will eat it then, she knows we are with you . It is as if you are feeding it to her. She almost always gives me a big kis to put on your stone along with mine.  I know god is watching over you but it doesn't help much   Honey  i hope you know how much i loved you and how much greater my love is for you now.  You will  always be my one true love.  Always our love Nancy & Pud Close

Our Anniversary. / Nancy (wife)
 Honey, today would have been 25 years that we were married. I know you always got the date confused with Ashley's Birthday, but i didn't mind.. I'll always have your love in my heart and will cherish it forever. I gave you your rose just like I always have done. Keep my heart in yours until we can be together.  Alway my love Close

WE LOVE YOU NANCY / BOB AND BERTHA ANDERSON
DEAR NANCY
WE ARE SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.  WE DIDN'T KNOW JOHN REAL WELL BUT WE KNOW YOU LOVED HIM.  AS SWEET AS YOU ARE SAYS A LOT ABOUT THE PERON JOHN WAS.  IF YOU EVER NEED A CUP OF COFFEE YOU KNOW WHERE WE LIVE.  YOU ARE WELCOME AND TIME.  WE THINK A LOT OF YOU, NANCY.
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My Kiss Goodbye / Nancy Richards (wife)
 I turned you over to God today for safe keeping, even though my heart was
 breaking. I know you are with me and watching over us and that is a com-fort. The tears that I am shedding are both of sorrow and love. Until we are
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John, Forever my love / Nancy Richards (wife)
 My one and only love, you slipped away from me too soon. As you leave me you have take a large piece of my heart with you to hold close to your  heart until we can be one again.  My love is with you always.  Nancy Close